Tell Your Story



Tell Your Story – Session Two

I.  Bible Study Quirks
Did you recognize yourself or someone you know in one of these characters? 
A.  Winomena Windbag – just talks to hear herself talk.  
Defensive Speaking - often this barrage of words is a shield, a defense mechanism to hide the true self.
What if you had an experience with the author and perfector of your faith that allowed you to embrace your story? 
B.  Viola Verbal Vomiter- pours out all the gritty details of her life to anyone
You desperately need to be heard in a way that brings healing to your soul, but instead your action pushes others away leaving you alone with your pain unresolved and your story heard by the ears, but your words were not followed down to your heart.
What if you had an experience with the author and perfector of your faith that allowed you to experience healing in your story?
C.  Stella Stone Waller – we can’t get close to her, she is all ears and no mouth
Your defensive listening keeps you protected and safe, but the other cannot get close to you, cannot get to know you.  
What if you had an experience with the author and perfector of your faith that allowed you boldly speak your story?
D.   Bertha Bigger and Better – experiences are better or worse than everyone’s.
You see most interactions in life as a competition
Sometimes your need for attention seems to be the loudest demand in your soul 
What if you had an experience with the author and perfector of your faith that allowed you to see your story as whole and complete in Him? 
 II.Choosing a listener to hear your story
Pick someone who is trustworthy
Ask if they are willing to listen to your story in order to bring healing to  your soul.
Clarify what you need from them.
Sometimes the villains in our stories have so twisted our understanding of relationship that we need to consider working with a Christian therapist to begin the process of healing.
~Point to ponder~ Who do you trust to listen to your story?
A. Healing for Self
Sharing your story promotes healing for self
You have value because you are created in the image of God
Voice, power and relationship were shattered by the fall
1.  Healing of Voice
From the beginning of time that God desired to communicate. 
Genesis…”God said” over and over again.
Jesus also called the Word suggests that self-expression is inherent in the Godhead. 
Indwelling Holy Spirit is in constant communication with God and prays in groanings deeper than words.
26 In the same way the Spirit also helps our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words; 27 and He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He intercedes for the saints according to the will of God.   Romans 8:26-27  NASB
Diane Langberg states, “Voice is that which articulates personhood. It is the exact representation of the person.  It is the person speaking … herself into the world.  Voice explains the person to others in terms that can be understood.  Voice is an extension of self.” 
~Points to ponder~  What do you need to bring to voice about your story?  Could you be brave and make a note of it at the approximate place on your timeline? You can use a code word that no one else will understand.
2.  Healing of Relationship
Relationship involves reciprocal knowing and reciprocal loving.
 Jesus was both known and loved by God.
 You were created for relationship. 
Telling your story opens you up to the possibility of connecting on a soul level and developing relationship
~Points to ponder~ Was there a place in your story where your understanding of relationship was twisted away from God’s intentions for human relationships?  Consider marking this on your time line.  Again, choose a code word if that will allow you to acknowledge a fracturing of relationship.
C.  Healing of power
God gave us power to influence people and events
~Points to ponder~  Can you recall a time when you felt powerless?  Perhaps you could make a note of this on your timeline with a code word if necessary.
Telling your story can restore voice, power and relationship
Telling your story can free you from a web of lies and allow you to see your story through God’s eyes.
God does not expect you to do the impossible and go back in time to correct your ungodly mistakes
He only asks you to bring all of your mistakes to Him and He will show you grace
~Points to ponder~  Sometime soon, read the following verses aloud to yourself.  Before reading them aloud, consider praying and asking God to use these words to speak to your heart and help you to believe them in a new and deeper way.  When you are done, you may want to write down what He reveals to you about Himself or you.
Psalm 103:8-17 MSG (my paraphrase)
God is sheer mercy and grace;
    not easily angered, He’s rich in love for me.
He doesn’t endlessly nag and scold me,
    nor hold grudges against me forever.
He doesn’t treat me as my sins deserve,
    nor pay me back in full for my wrongs.
As high as heaven is over the earth,
    so strong is His love for me.
And as far as sunrise is from sunset,
    He has separated me from my sins.
As parents feel for their children,
    God feels for me.
He knows me inside and out,
    keeps in mind that I’m made of mud.
God’s love…is ever and always,
    eternally present to me
B.  What do I put in my story for self?
As we do this section, you may feel a variety of memories and feelings vying for your attention, jot them down on your timeline and try to continue to listen and stay present with us.
If you have particularly traumatic memories that will re-traumatize you, please do not go into those memories alone and vulnerable. 
I suggest that you ask God to help you to decide what to put in your story.
Why explore the past? 
To uncover the lies you were taught and may still be whispering to your soul. 
Let's look at the time line suggestions together.
The next step in this process of telling your story is figuring out how you feel about the chapters in your story.
God already knows exactly how you feel about Him and the events that occured in life, He is simply waiting for you to acknowledge the truth so He can use that truth to heal you.
~Points to ponder~ On your time line, write the events and memories that God brings to mind.
C.  HEALING FOR OTHERS
A caution - We need to be mindful of how we use our stories to glorify God. 
A twisted theology or a weak understanding of who God is can cause a little one to stumble.
Be prepared to speak, but also know that if God is going to use your story to encourage or even admonish someone, the Holy Spirit will show up and help you to speak in that moment
3therefore all that they tell you, do and observe, but do not do according to their deeds; for they say things and do not do them. 4 They tie up heavy burdens and lay them on men’s shoulders, but they themselves are unwilling to move them with so much as a finger.  Matthew 23:3-4
1.  The purpose of the Christian life is to form us in Christ’s character. 
Hearing your story allows the listener to see God at work today, and shows them there is hope and the chance to make choices that are different
2.  Our interactions with others should allow them to see the evidence of our relationship with Him.
Redemption and restoration are always possible when a relationship with others involves God’s Spirit.
3.  The world needs your story; we are less than we could be by knowing you
People’s lives are changed by stories. The stories they hear and the stories they tell themselves.
Love that Jesus spoke in stories
Excavating memories to find the good
The brain is wired to remember negative things. Like Velcro
          At some point, you have to go back through your story and look for the highlight the good things. Sometimes it may require excavation
V.  A final thought to ponder
This poem, written by Lauren Unger was found in Friends Journal
Would you be
Someone for my soul to talk to...
     An enfolding silence drawing me to speak
     Of the lives that I have dreamt,
     But never thought of living?
     Could you listen me into speech
     So I may come to know by speaking
     That which lies inside me?
     Could you try to see me as God might see me,
     With caring look upon my love and faults
     To watch unfold the person I become
     To see and know but not to blame?

Time Line Suggestions for Exploring Your Story
Many memories may come to mind as you work on your time line; go ahead and jot them down briefly.  When you have finished, consider going back over your timeline and marking those events/occasions that were important to your spiritual development.  Consider placing the positive memories above the time line and the negative memories below the time line.
1. First memory
2.  Formative events as a preschooler, elementary school student, high school student, young adulthood, 20’s, 30’s, 40’s, 50’s, etc. 
3.  When did you realized that you didn’t believe in God, or didn’t want to serve Him?
4.  What events pointed you in the direction of God?
5.  Where, when and why did you accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior?
6.  Events that show how God started changing your life
7.  Events that highlight the difference between whom you were before and who you are now that you are saved.
8.  Events that allowed you to embrace your story.
9.  Events that allowed you to experience healing in your story.
10.  First time you shared your story as a way to bring an experience with God’s love into someone else’s life as an act of healing.
11.  When did you realize that you are whole and complete in the Lord; that He not only gives you eternal life, but also gives you everything you need for Godly living?

 Session Three - Learning How to Listen
Being listened to is so  closed to being loved that most people cannot tell the difference.” 
David Augsberg

As Christians our ability to listen to others flows out of our ability to listen to God
I.  Listen to God
Becoming a good listener begins with learning to listen to God
You grow in God by listening to His Word and following the Holy Spirit in your life.
Talk to God in prayer, but then listen for His Answer.
You may be uncomfortable at first with the silence, but silence is a necessary part of the dialogue with God
As you learn to listen to God in prayer and invite Him to speak into your life, you will begin to feel a change in your soul, a shifting, some describe it as joy or peace as you grow in understanding of His love.
II. Study Jesus to learn how to listen one another into a new, true story
A.  Jesus and the woman caught in adultery

Link to John 8:1-11 Video
3 The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman caught in adultery, and having set her in the center of the court, 4 they said to Him, “Teacher, this woman has been caught in adultery, in the very act. 5 Now in the Law Moses commanded us to stone such women; what then do You say?” 6 They were saying this, testing Him, so that they might have grounds for accusing Him. But Jesus stooped down and with His finger wrote on the ground. 7 But when they persisted in asking Him, He straightened up, and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him be the first to throw a stone at her.”8 Again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. 9 When they heard it, they began to go out one by one, beginning with the older ones, and He was left alone, and the woman, where she was, in the center of the court. 10 Straightening up, Jesus said to her, “Woman, where are they? Did no one condemn you?” 11 She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said, “I do not condemn you, either. Go. From now on sin no more.”
John 8:3-11 NASB
What can you learn from these verses?
1. The importance of back story - The Pharisees had to have known about the affair in order to have been able to trap her to bring her to Jesus. 
2.  The importance of knowing God's word - Jesus knows that the law of Moses commands the stoning of both the man and the woman involved
Lev 20:10  If there is a man who commits adultery with another man’s wife, one who commits adultery with his friend’s wife, the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death
Deut 22:22-24  If a man is found lying with a married woman, then both of them shall die, the man who lay with the woman, and the woman; thus you shall purge the evil from Israel.
3.  Not every question deserves and an answer.
4.  Instead of answering, Jesus writes on the ground to demonstrate His understanding and knowledge of written laws and their interpretations. 
Jeremiah 17:13 says,  “O Lord, the hope of Israel, all who forsake you shall be put to shame; those who turn away from you shall be written in the earth, for they have forsaken the Lord, the fountain of living water.”
5. Jesus helps this woman by restoring her voice, power and relationship
Jesus and the woman caught in adultery proves that " For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him." John 3:17 NASB
Evangelism means listening as well as talking
B.  Jesus and the woman who touched His robe –Creating space for the other to be healed and heard
We know that for 12 years this woman would have been unclean, untouched, now poor in her desperation for healing; wanted so desperately to be healed that  she risked touching Him. 
Then Jesus, present at the beginning of time, created a space for the woman’s voice to be heard
43 And a woman who had a hemorrhage for twelve years, and could not be healed by anyone, 44 came up behind Him and touched the fringe of His cloak, and immediately her hemorrhage stopped. 45 And Jesus said, “Who is the one who touched Me?” And while they were all denying it, Peter said, “Master, the people are crowding and pressing in on You.” 46 But Jesus said, “Someone did touch Me, for I was aware that power had gone out of Me.” 47 When the woman saw that she had not escaped notice, she came trembling and fell down before Him, and declared in the presence of all the people the reason why she had touched Him, and how she had been immediately healed. 48 And He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace.”  Luke 8:43-48 NASB       (See also Mark 5:25-34)
Jesus asked questions to create space to allow the other to be heard and then waited. 
Silence creates space for another’s voice to enter the space between.
Jesus in this moment restored His precious daughter’s voice, power and relationship by listening and acknowledging this woman.
III.  Listen with the intention of creating space for others to experience God’s love. 
Our deepest human need is to know God and be known by Him, but we also have a need to be known by others and to know them
30 and you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ 31 The second is this, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.” Mark 12:30-31 NASB
Our love for our neighbors should naturally spill over from our love for God.
IV.   Listening is a skill that can be developed with regular practice
 As Quaker author Douglas Steere puts it: “”To “listen” another’s soul into a condition of disclosure and discovery may be almost the greatest service that any human being ever performs for another.”
When two people listen deeply to one another, we sense that we are present not only to each other, but also to God.
 ~Thoughts to ponder - Our acceptance of others must flow from God through us~
How is your walk with God? Are you tied in and connected with God and His love? Are you willing and able to share that love with others? 
A.  Listening is a choice
Be up front if you are unable or unwilling to listen to someone else’s story
B.  Defensive listening does not allow the other to know you, and she will often be unwilling to share her story with you.
IV.   The Listening Process
A.  Make sure you understand the type of conversation in which you are being invited to participate
Types of conversation
1.  Chit chat
2.  Informational
3.  Wanting advice – the other wants to tell her story and wants your feedback, or as she listens to her words she is able to arrive at her own conclusions
4.  Wanting  to be heard - Just be with me while I share my story.
Help me hold my story in the space between us.
B.  Stop talking
Job’s friends only really got into trouble once they opened their mouths
11 made an appointment together to come to sympathize with him and comfort him. 12 When they lifted up their eyes at a distance and did not recognize him, they raised their voices and wept. And each of them tore his robe and they threw dust over their heads toward the sky. 13 Then they sat down on the ground with him for seven days and seven nights with no one speaking a word to him, for they saw that his pain was very great.  Job 2:11-13
Job 4:1 Then Eliphaz the Temanite [answered,
2 “If one ventures a word with you, will you become impatient?
            But who can refrain from speaking?
Job 6  New American Standard Bible (NASB)
Job’s Friends Are No Help    
            6:1  Then Job answered,
7:11 “Therefore I will not restrain my mouth;
I will speak in the anguish of my spirit,
I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
God already knows the about the feelings like anger that we try to hide.
We rush in with words too often like Jobs friends. 
We think we have the answers and all we do is hurt with our words.
C. Focus on the speaker 
Use your body language to convey that you are listening - nodding, facial expressions.
Use your eyes to convey love and acceptance
D.  Take the time needed to listen well.
a. Let the person tell her story her way;
There are different types of story tellers
1.  Linear – time line story tellers
2.  Mosaic – picking flowers for a bouquet story tellers
3.  Run the rimmers - they have to speak on surface things first and then work their way deeper          
E.  Listen ‘as if you may be wrong’
Try to imagine yourself following her words down into her heart, to see what she is trying to convey to you
You want to be open, curious, and attentive to others in such a way that at the end of the conversation they have fully expressed themselves and feel more alive.
You do not have to agree with what you hear, or even believe it, to listen to try to understand the other person.
F.  Remember as you listen that people are sometimes afraid that their sins cannot be forgiven, that somehow real change is not possible.
This denies the gospel
You want to help others to realize and use/avail themselves of the resources of God’s grace, and then connect with the courage of faith
The outpouring of God’s love and acceptance through us begins to open up the possibility of a new story; the true story
She can then begin to live as if He has already given her in Christ, everything she needs- not just eternal life, but for godly living in this fallen world!           
5-9 So don’t lose a minute in building on what you’ve been given, complementing your basic faith with good character, spiritual understanding, alert discipline, passionate patience, reverent wonder, warm friendliness, and generous love, each dimension fitting into and developing the others. With these qualities active and growing in your lives, no grass will grow under your feet, no day will pass without its reward as you mature in your experience of our Master Jesus. Without these qualities you can’t see what’s right before you, oblivious that your old sinful life has been wiped off the books.  2 Peter 1:5-9 MSG
The gospel is not only the forgiveness of sins, but a new quality of life that overcomes the power of sin
VI.  At some point listening well may require you to speak.
James1:19 Post this at all the intersections, dear friends: Lead with your ears, follow up with your tongue, and let anger straggle along in the rear.MSG
A.  Allow the person who is speaking time to complete their thought, wait a few seconds before responding.
Pause to reflect on what was said before speaking
B.  Remain calm.  When listening to someone’s story you may feel emotional. 
C.  Ask for clarification. If you do not understand what someone is saying, just ask.
Never assume you know what the other person means
Jesus did the same thing, after explaining the parable of the sower to His disciples and explaining the great value of eternal life with God, He asks in Matt 13:51 “Have you understood all these things?”  They said to Him, “Yes.”
C.  Balance truth and grace; consider the type of conversation in which you were engaged
Suggested exercises to develop your listening skills
1.  Review the suggestions from this session.  After the conference my complete notes will be available online at http://daenalongenecker.blogspot.com/ 
2. Silence: spend at least a minute each day in silence.  Listen for the Holy Spirit.
Remember that dialogue only truly happens when we make space for the other to talk.
When we practice listening as a spiritual discipline,  we are prepared when needed to listen deeply
3.  In conversation actively choose to listen and give the gift of listening to someone else. 
What do you notice?  What was it like?
4.  Actively choose to not listen.  What do you notice?
5.  Notice what happens when you start to interrupt someone and what happens when you don’t. What do you notice?
6.  Notice what happens when someone stops speaking and you ask, “Is there anything else?”  What do you notice?
7.  Notice what happens when you let go of your own agenda to be present with another.  What do you notice?
8.  Read through Matthew, Mark, Luke and John and note when and how Jesus listened to others.

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Resources for Learning to Listen to God
Article "Learning to Listen to God"

Resources
Conformed by His Image:  Biblical and Practical Approaches to Spiritual Formation By Kenneth Boa
Counseling Survivors of Sexual Abuse by Diane Mandt Langberg, PH. D.
The Gift of Being Yourself:  The Sacred Call to Self-Discovery by David G. Benner
Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can't Stop Talking by Susan Cain
Soul Talk:  The Language God Longs for Us to Speak by Larry Crab
War of Words:  Getting to the Heart of Your Communication Struggles by Paul David Tripp (Chapter 13)

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